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19 November 2009 @ 03:49 pm
in vivo starbucks studying.
amazing, the distance that i'm willing to travel for the sake of making myself feel better.
can 13 korean food from hall,
boon lay to harbourfront. nice.
i can totally see myself hopping on a plane to nowhere in future.
perhaps to barcelona or something, with no luggage. i'll just get everything from the airport.
totally possible. woohoo. my secret escapism fantasties shall be materialized.
what cheered me up at the end of the day was retail therapy. even if it's just window shopping online.
(y)
and the mugging continues, on page 45678 of my readings.
amazing, the distance that i'm willing to travel for the sake of making myself feel better.
can 13 korean food from hall,
boon lay to harbourfront. nice.
i can totally see myself hopping on a plane to nowhere in future.
perhaps to barcelona or something, with no luggage. i'll just get everything from the airport.
totally possible. woohoo. my secret escapism fantasties shall be materialized.
what cheered me up at the end of the day was retail therapy. even if it's just window shopping online.
(y)
and the mugging continues, on page 45678 of my readings.
18 November 2009 @ 07:04 am
the weather's great. great only if you're not having exams.
it aggravtes my c-r-a-m-p-s and really i dont feel like doing aything else apart from cuddliing up into a ball in my bed. unfortuantely i can afford to, when i have 23567 pages of readings to complete. no not exaggerating. BWWWWWWWAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
(li)(@)
it aggravtes my c-r-a-m-p-s and really i dont feel like doing aything else apart from cuddliing up into a ball in my bed. unfortuantely i can afford to, when i have 23567 pages of readings to complete. no not exaggerating. BWWWWWWWAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
(li)(@)
17 November 2009 @ 06:49 pm
08 November 2009 @ 12:35 am
06 November 2009 @ 02:29 am
at the end of it all, he gave us the answer to what we've been trying to decipher.
"perhaps the reason why your heart remains locked is because, you couldnt see the things that you want in your guy to be in me"
Spot on. i knew it all alog, but i didnt dare to admit it to myself..
To be able to detect and face up to this hurtful truth.. is commendable. I closed my eyes, clenched my fist, tighten my lips and brought my fist to my chest. And i bow to you, with all my appreciation.
Thank you.
"perhaps the reason why your heart remains locked is because, you couldnt see the things that you want in your guy to be in me"
Spot on. i knew it all alog, but i didnt dare to admit it to myself..
To be able to detect and face up to this hurtful truth.. is commendable. I closed my eyes, clenched my fist, tighten my lips and brought my fist to my chest. And i bow to you, with all my appreciation.
Thank you.
03 November 2009 @ 10:31 pm
weet! I'm now at my 3hour lecture for dada and surrealism and i'm blogging this while a geramn expressionialism film is playing. Some weird show on a golem wearing a pumpkin hat. Hmmmm? I'm abt 1 hour away from my pres for this module, and i'm actually shit scared abt it cos i'm presenting to the whole lt.. Which has abt 50odd pple in here. not forgetting it's 40% of my grade. Oh help. The best\worst thing is tt i completed my slides and grasp what i'm presenting only this morning. Sheesh. No wonder i'm scared. I cant wait for the agonizing 10mins of which i'm presenting to be over, cos that'll mark the end of all the assignments that i have to complete for this sem. Let's all heave a sigh of relieve yeh!! Almost almost and the load's off my shoulder. Fyeah. It's been a wild wild ride. Cant wait for a break when i can finally start sleeping before 5am. Cheerios!! I hope i dont screw up my prez!! Zzzzzzz *bites fingernails*
02 November 2009 @ 10:35 pm
i dont know what is it, but there's something about today that's making me feel terribly uneasy. i dont think it's about missing out on the lessons today, or the essay that i've yet to finish, 20 words to go, dammit, thankfully it's not due today. maybe it's thedread to start on my presentaton for dada and surrealism. fuck it. cant wait for it to be done with, cos i'm getting wasted on wednesday. why do i have that bad feeling looming at the back of my head?
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25 October 2009 @ 12:38 am
24 October 2009 @ 08:43 pm
24 October 2009 @ 08:19 pm
i'm spamming. from the way i'm blogging, i really should twit instead. Fortunately i dont have a twitter account, cos i have no intention of announcing my lunch menu to the world, or how shit i felt at 3.28pm, 24 oct 2009.
anyway, today's a day of epiphany.
the whole issue that i'm having now, is being an adult.
maybe what's scary abt aging isnt the deterioration of the health.
not the wrinkles, not the dark spots, not the pains you feel over the years while walking down the stairs.
it's really, the mindfuck.
fuck it.
i need a religion.
24 October 2009 @ 08:09 pm
我终于明白，是什么让我不安。
i've finally realised that the world that i'm in is amoral.
there's no right and wrong.
the grey area subsumes your conscience.
is your world like that? if yes, hello.
if no, you'll join me soon.
the world's not ugly.
it's just amoral.
each his own.
i've finally realised that the world that i'm in is amoral.
there's no right and wrong.
the grey area subsumes your conscience.
is your world like that? if yes, hello.
if no, you'll join me soon.
the world's not ugly.
it's just amoral.
each his own.
24 October 2009 @ 02:49 pm
you think you know me? you really dont.
who am i?
this question is getting more and more perplexing.
i'm increasingly shocked by the damage i'm able to cause.
it's entirely possible for me to hold a gun and kill someone, if i were given the option.
welcome to my amoral world.
amen.
who am i?
this question is getting more and more perplexing.
i'm increasingly shocked by the damage i'm able to cause.
it's entirely possible for me to hold a gun and kill someone, if i were given the option.
welcome to my amoral world.
amen.
18 October 2009 @ 01:38 am
canon photomarathon with MAITUUUUUUUULIAO!!! and HUIHUI. running around town area with the big guns (canon450ds. ok relatively small guns if u put them next to badass nikon or canon5d, but u get the idea) DROPDEAD TIRED due to the lack of sleep from the previous night. (almost 0hours of sleep. zomg)
monday was korean food day back in hall! :D i'm terribly addicted to my school's korean food even tho it takes me 15mins to walk to the canteen from my hall and it's ultra spicyness gives me a damn hard time in the toilet the next day. we managed to overcome the hall-induced nuaness and fear for french and made it to the tutorial and was unexpectedly entertained by the funny frenchman who loves durian. haha
*insert picture of spicy beery stew WOOOT FTWFTW*
tuesday was my bro's solemnization! woohoo at amara sentosa. very nice and super romantic. (y) here's an extended family photo.
suddenly my family is becoming huge in numbers. there used to be only 6 of us. haha after that was vivo window shopppppppiiinnngggg and pomfret steamboat for dinner wooo!! missed out on tuts that day and dammit it felt so much like a holiday @.@holiday mooooooood followed by a ZOMGROFLWTFFFFFFFFFFFFLOLOLOL chat on msn with KNGG and an impulse htht("heart-to-heart -talk", forgive the disgusting term so let's just stick to the acronym) which only ended at 7.15 am. i died
wed was a mad attempt to finish my readings for my 2200 word essay ZOMG sacrificed my lecture on salvador dali just to camp at mac and finish reading the stupid stacks of papers. the only reason why i took up surrealism and fantasy art was DALI and great i missed the one and only lecture on him. GODDAMNIT. the evening was a brief frightnight meeting and off i went in bs's car (THANK YOU THANK YOU BUT PLS DRIVE WITH BOTH HANDS) for operation sarsprize vondongdongdong (which almost ended up as an epic-fail) time check 12.40am : ESSAY NOT DONE. had to move the surprise to marina barrage (WTF MY ESSAY!!!!) and there we went along with the carebears.
@ marina was a series of false alarms and multiple relighting and blowing out of candles and hiding behind lorries and finally, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG (L) WE LOVE YOUUUU!!
time check 3.49am: location ah lian beehoon for ah lian beehoon. HAHA ESSAY GGED.
time check 5.00am : starts essay.
4 hours later...
9.05am : essay completed, 1709 word written.
i was terribly afraid that i'l die a sudden death due to exhaustion, 2 days wityhout sleep and churning out a 1700 word essay IS SUICIDIAL.
this is not without company of a lonnnng series of drama to get my essay handed up.
- wanted to print essay at lib, walked to lib, only to realise that i forgot my wallet.-.- FML
- returned to hall and decided to sneak in to lecture inconspicuously and hand in my essay ( ie miss th entire lecture (again)
- KNGG signs in and tadah asked for his help very earnestly to get my essay printed with his in-house printer.
- relaxed and played chain reaction on facebook.
- KNGG's printer is spoilt. took it close to an hour to print 3 pages :0 time check : 12.28pm, end of lecture = 12.30pm. FML
- SOS-ed ONLINE!!!! PANIC BOOMZ!!!! (late submission will be penalized!)
- was about to go to someone else's room to get my essay printed and suddenly KNGG'S PRINTER MIRACULOUSLY REVIVED!!!
ok all in all my essay was saved. never want to go through this ordeal again man. shall start on my hs101 and 103 essay soonz.
meowmeow invades!!!!!!!! ok i'm too lazy to blog further but friday was a good day spent waking up at 3pm, having dinner with the RLGGs, unikids trial (LOL DAMN FUNNNY) and stone tabling, room crash by KNGG and the HALL GURU, and 5.30am noodleparty with the RLGG AGAIN :)veryvery happening, i'm so thankful for this week's break.
woke up thinking back on all that'd happened this year and i must say it's been Awesome. (y)